yesterday the 20th of july was the 6-month anniversary... of my enlistment in the army!! ah fucking retarded life man. slack and get paid. well it's one quarter down, another 3 to go. girls out there are living the life having fun, travelling, making good money for the past 6months while we guys have our soul and freedom stolen, all for the sake of "defending" singapore.

i can tell you if singapore ever fights a war, we'll surely lose. i think there's too much red tape to pass before they can actually declare a war. even reporting sick is damn difficult and tedious. must seek permission from here and there. saf is damn F-ed up, esp how they spend their funds. regulars are given big fat pay. officer cadets are paid like $750++. while a technician like me is still a private (girls, that's 1 rank above Recruit) 6months after enlistment. and my pay is that of a recruit, $349.20. 80 cents is used for subscription of Pioneer magazine against your will. what the sole purpose of the mag? to support the useless regulars obviously... and daily i breathe in fumes of various types of oils. they ought to compensate me for damaging my brain..don't be surprised i'm brain-dead in 50 years' time...

well i can't exactly say i'm not enjoying life now..it's damn slack and when else can you not worry about anything except what to do this weekend and how to beat that level in the ps2 game at night.